Big Day

It’s a big day

Bertahun-tahun, akhirnya sampai juga saya di titik finish. Titik dimana seorang wanita, harus kembali ke fitrahnya, sebagai istri dan ibu dari anak-anak mereka. Yes….return to home, a place they should belong.

Alhamdulillah, alhamdullillah…..dan alhamdulillah….

Alhamdulillah, Allah karuniakan kami dua gadis cantik yang semoga kelak mereka menjadi anak-anak sholehah, generasi muda yang islami yang menjunjung tinggi nilai-nilai keislaman mereka, yang dengan bangga menutup Aurat mereka demi kehormatan mereka. Bismillah…aamiin…

Setelah 12 tahun saya berkarir, bekerja dari pagi sampai malam.
Pukul 6.30 setidaknya saya harus sudah meninggalkan rumah, meninggalkan si baby dengan kakek dan neneknya di rumah, kemudian bergegas untuk mengantar si kaka ke sekolah bersama si Ayah.
Kemudian, bekerja sampai kurang lebih 8 jam, at the office, which about 10 km from home, but need around an hours to spend time on the road to return home (sometimes it’s more than an hours #fyuuh).

Lebih dari 8 jam saya meninggalkan rumah, what….”lebih”
Sedih, dilema, campur aduk kalau udah dirumah.

Terima kasih ya Allah, Engkau hadirkan malaikat kecil yang cantik dirumah ini selain Luna, ada Sarah. Dia yang jujur, benar-benar menggerakan jiwa saya untuk sadar, dan menerima semua petunjuk yang Engkau berikan. Yes… petunjuk, saya anggap semua itu sebagai petunjuk. Sign of life….”Hidayah”.

Dari dulu udah di kasih sign sebenernya, tapi sayanya aja niih yang ngeyel, dan ragu. Padahal udah jelas Allah tulis dalam firmannya “Nikmat mana lagi yang engkau dustakan”. Coba nikmat yang mana lagi yang mau kamu dustakan…yang mana ???
Terlalu banyak nikmat yang Allah udah kasih, tapi manusia ini yang masih lalai, dan menyepelekan apa yang diperintahkanNya. Oh..no…..Wi…sadar…wi…..

Yes…it’s time to wake, and it’s time to made up my mind.

Return Home….
Yes Return Home…

Mother how are you today…
Why you still working ?
Here i am, waiting..

Mother how are you today…
Why you still working ?
Don’t you see i’m here standing and waiting for you to cuddle me up

Mother how are you today…
Why you still working ?
I need you here…I want you here…
Look look…look at me, i’m good at school

Mother how are you today…
Why you still working ?
May i buy your time ? May i have your time ?

Mother how are you today…
Why you still working ?
We need you mommy…we want you mommy…

mmmmmm so sad, and feel so bad….

Al ummu madrasatul ulla” –> Ibu adalah madrasah pertama bagi anak-anaknya 

al ummu

Hello……
What…..

Sekarang udah banyak yang jadi madrasah pertama buat anak-anaknya adalah bukan Ibu, tapi digantikan oleh “mba”, “nanny”, “nenek”…dsb
Been one of them, but soon….i will return home baby…i’m coming home baby…..

Yes, today is a big day, a day when, I talked to the boss and said “I want to return home for my children, to raise them, to take care of them, to prepare for their future”

and….he approved.
Just waiting for another step…the official procedure, which i should submit the letter and la..la..la….

Bismillah…semoga Allah memberikan kami petunjuk, dan semoga Allah senantiasa menjaga kami, aamiin…aamiin….

#semangat #tetapsemangat #housewifetobe #anotherstep #bigstep

-Jakarta | 11 September 2017 | by Dewi-

 

 

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L o V e

Love

Love isn’t about perfection
But about how you feel complete
Complete to having each other

Love

You said that you love me
But you never thought about me

You said that you care about me
But you never thought about me

You said, it’s for my own good
But otherwise it wasn’t
It just about you

Your wish
Your comment
Your ego
Yours and all about yours

And i know that’s not about love
We talk about domination

You
Your domination in all my life

Stop talking about love
Coz it aint love

Coz love never thought about domination
Coz love is talk about accepting the unperfection
That’s what i call L O V E

– Jakarta | 10 Apr 2015 | by Dewi –

If i could i would

Menangis hati ini
Tersayat hati ini
Maaf ya nak
Bunda belum bisa

If i could i would my dear

If i have to move a mountain for you
I would dear

If i could then i would

What should do?

What should do ?
When u stuck in the corner and nobody there to help you ?
Even when you scream so loud and nobody heard you

What should do ?

God please help
Help me to be strong
And give me the light to show the way i have to walk into it 😢

If i could

If i could run
I want to runaway from it
If i could walk
I want to walk step by step to leave it
And if i could sleep
I want to sleep and had a dream and forget about it

If i could
But i know i couldn’t even turn my head to not face it

As long as i breath
I know i have to fight
As long as i live
I know i have to stand
As long as i have love around me
I know i can face it

Be positive

Be with positive people will guide you to be positive person. But please noted
That u’ll never get in to it if u can’t open your heart to accept the inconvenience condition that you meet 😉👍

#acceptCritics #openYourHeart #bePositive #smile #feelBlessed #believe

#kataSayah #mbemQuotes

-dewi mbem-

Stress

“It isn’t stress that makes us fall – it;s how we respond to stressful events.” – Wayde Goodall